Hi guys!
I also sent you emails but have not heard from you. My e-mail is jenshusk@comcast.net....
To my Family & Friends.......Thank you for your kind words! I will get better soon. I just need some time. I didn't think it would hit me this hard. I'll be back.
Love you guys sooo much!!
xoxoxox
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Thursday, June 5, 2008
www.tearsandhope.com
The 2ww is here. Today. June 5th 2008.
Hi everyone. Or ANYone I should say. By now you all have heard our disappointing news. If your still interested in my story, here's a little of what is going on.
We are not pregnant.
I am sooooo sad.
My heart hurts.
I'm depressed.
I feel like I'm going crazy.
I weep at the drop of a hat.
I need to talk to someone.
Someone that has experience in dealing with infertility.
I'm working on it.
I try to stay busy, but my mind wanders.
I was suppose to go see the RE for my pregnancy test. I couldn't get out of bed. I called the nurse to tell her my news. She said I need to have the test done anyhow. I will go to my OBGYN next week just because I respect her enough to do so. It's really rather stupid, but I will go and subject myself to a waiting room full of pregnant mommies to be. I'll go so I can hear the word NEGATIVE...just in case I didn't get it the first time. I told the RE I would see them to try again when I win the lottery.
I am working through my grief. I quite honestly cannot grasp the fact or have accepted the fact that this treatment is not working. At least not this time it didn't. How can I possibly get more financing? It's almost a crazy thought.
If you are still reading this I ask of you to go to www.tearsandhope.com. I tried to upload it, but I cannot for some reason. It will help explain a little of this dreaded journey that I am on.
In the meantime I'm working on getting my mojo back.
Love
Jennifer
Hi everyone. Or ANYone I should say. By now you all have heard our disappointing news. If your still interested in my story, here's a little of what is going on.
We are not pregnant.
I am sooooo sad.
My heart hurts.
I'm depressed.
I feel like I'm going crazy.
I weep at the drop of a hat.
I need to talk to someone.
Someone that has experience in dealing with infertility.
I'm working on it.
I try to stay busy, but my mind wanders.
I was suppose to go see the RE for my pregnancy test. I couldn't get out of bed. I called the nurse to tell her my news. She said I need to have the test done anyhow. I will go to my OBGYN next week just because I respect her enough to do so. It's really rather stupid, but I will go and subject myself to a waiting room full of pregnant mommies to be. I'll go so I can hear the word NEGATIVE...just in case I didn't get it the first time. I told the RE I would see them to try again when I win the lottery.
I am working through my grief. I quite honestly cannot grasp the fact or have accepted the fact that this treatment is not working. At least not this time it didn't. How can I possibly get more financing? It's almost a crazy thought.
If you are still reading this I ask of you to go to www.tearsandhope.com. I tried to upload it, but I cannot for some reason. It will help explain a little of this dreaded journey that I am on.
In the meantime I'm working on getting my mojo back.
Love
Jennifer
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