Tuesday, February 19, 2008

One Day at a Time

I'm starting to get very excited of the possibilites of this journey. I've read all the testamonials from the couples who have already gone over to Zlin and were successful. I mean this could really happen for us. REALLY!!! REALLY & TRUELY!! O, what a miracle it would be. Why not us? I mean we've been through so much SH*#T that I think it's about time for us to have our time in the spotlight. Being a mother would mean EVERYTHING to me at this time in my life. I never wanted it so bad. I could taste it. Especially knowing that I have a husband who would be a terriffic father, so loving and kind. A teady bear daddy, that's what he would be. I can see our children in his eyes when I look at him.
Now it's just a waiting game for the $$$$. In the meantime I am planning. It's right around the corner.
I went and got myself another part time restaurant job today. With the closing of Bimini I'll need something else in addition to flying to keep me busy. I happen to know the GM who hired me and he's happy to have me. I don't know of anyone else that could work around my flight schedule. Lucky me, another job. Much needed and appreciated. I didn't mention the IVF trip. I'll wait till I get my foot in the door.
It's funny when I think about it. I'm sure most of my friends think I'm crazy to go to this length. Maybe I am. Maybe I'm not. I really want this to work. It's going to work.

2 comments:

rgresh said...

I did IVF and just had a little girl in October. Wanted to give you a great website for resources. IVFconnections.com Good luck

rgresh said...

Oh by the way I don't know your location but I work in Dallas at Baylor and their insurance covers IVF. I paid a total of 2000 out of pocket for everything. Here's my email breatheasy145@yahoo.com