9 Days 2 Go

The days are sure flying by now. All of a sudden the calender is full of tiny, little things to wrap up. I need a cross-checker, no, not cross-dresser LOL....cross-checker, to make sure I'm thinking of everything. If only Josh could do that... Ha! And so I balk at myself.

I went to the inlaws BBQ the other day. Great food, good to see the kids, but are u effing kidding me? Sil asks me, "what are you going to the Czech for" Let me think.........Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm.......to visit?? Uh not my first choice in vacation when I can go anywhere in the world I please. I mean how can one be so aloof? I just don't get it. It is so frustrating. O, btw she is prego herself don't forget. I talked to DH about my position in this baby shower matter. I don't think so.......OMG...I can't believe they could be soooo insensitive. Even mil tells the kids....Josh and Jen are going to Russia to get a baby.......WTF...Is it just me? It can't be, can it???? I had the talk to mil already that we are not going to Russia. Can't they realize the seriousness of this situation? I've been planning this for months. Every last penny is tied up. All the finacial stability is going, going, gone......this SUCKS....Part of me wants OUT, completely, OUT......Why should I have all the pressure? I know, because I created my OWN situtation................
Great Jennifer, nice one.

9 days left......